Monday, October 17, 2005

Wake Up Neo

Somewhere between a re-run of The Matrix and the stillness of dawn, the truth crystallized.  I'm not sure of the precise moment I entered the dreamworld.  My guess is it was just before Neo transforms from dorky software developer to his true calling as haute couture clad hero of the world.  I must have been asleep for an hour. It might have been a day or a lifetime.
 
Maybe it was the soundtrack that permeated my consciousness, my allergies or the peri-peri steak I had just before I fell.  But somewhere in the place between the lucid and the dazed, I could see clearly for the first time in weeks, months, probably years. Either way it was long enough to be confronted with the two pills of choice.  
 
Was it Morpheus who offered me the choice between the real world I know and the no-going-back reality that is (or could be)?  The really-real world of my future?  All I know is that in a choice of two choices reality won out.  At least in the comatose world of a half-dream.
 
I woke up just in time to spy through one blinking eye, Neo, sporting ultra-cool coat and designer shades issuing his challenge to the evil forces a.k.a those that seek to force all humans to become believers of a waking dream (nightmare?).  He tells me this is only the beginning. As he flies high-high into the sky I wonder if I am missing an important piece of the puzzle.  When did my reality become a fantasy?
 
So now it's simple.  Choose the red pill or the blue one?  I've been hearing voices.  
 
"Wake up Neo".
 
 
 
 

Monday, October 10, 2005

This Girl

airplanes

take you away again

are you flying above where we live

then i look up, a glare in my eyes

are you having regrets about last night



i'm not, but i like rivers that

rush in

so then i dove in

is there trouble ahead for you, the acrobat

i won't push you, unless you have a net



you say the word

you know i will find you or if you need some time i don't mind



i don't hold on to the tail of your kite



i'm not like the girls that you've known



but i believe i'm worth coming home to

kiss away night

this girl only sleeps with butterflies

with butterflies

so go on and fly then, boy



balloons look good from on the ground

i fear with pins and needles around

we may fall then stumble upon a carousel

it could take us anywhere



you say the word you know i will find you

or if you need some time i don't mind

i don't hold on to the tail of your kite



i'm not like the girls that you've known

but i believe i'm worth coming home to

kiss her, waiting by this girl

this girl



you say the word you know i will find you

or if you need some time i don't mind

i don't hold onto the tail of your kite



i'm not like the girls that you've known



but i believe i'm worth coming home to

kiss away night

this girl only sleeps with butterflies

with butterflies

with butterflies

so go on and fly boy



- Tori Amos




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Friday, October 07, 2005

Dear God

Please don't let them ever ban the Internet...




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